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Venus Dee Milo ([personal profile] celebrityskinned) wrote in [community profile] thearena2013-07-24 02:46 pm

Give Me One Reason to Be Beautiful [Open]

Who| Venus and Open, Venus and Enjolras
What| Venus disposes of some extra weapons.
When| Anytime between week 3 and week 6.
Where| Candy Arena, near the milkshake river.
Warnings/Notes| Mental illness, death.

Venus' brain is a windshield after impact. She's still in one piece - she can feel she's still in one piece - but electrical impulses send icy cracks throughout her landscape like a glittering spiderweb radiating from a center. She's on the high now; hopefully she can just die or win before the end of that and skip the whole crash landing entirely.

Her last few kills have left her in quite the position. She's armed with a single short-sword now, despite having gotten two. She knows full well she can't effectively dual-wield and that taking more than necessary into a fight just increases her chances of having her weapons used against her. She's ditched the archery equipment too, having decided that it's just more to haul around that she isn't very good at using. All the unused weapons will go to the bottom of the milkshake river, hidden from sight so no one else can scavenge them.

Having finally eaten a full meal, she feels her confidence expanding inside her like a soap bubble. She's a warrior woman. Her charcoal, which she'd previously used to give herself a smoky eye, is now daubed in horizontal streaks across her cheeks like war paint. There's an accidental smudge of powdered sugar on the tip of her nose, two intentional ones above her eyebrows. The sword rests in her belt, and her broken shoes have been discarded, leaving her walking barefoot on toes painted cotton-candy pink.

She takes the extra sword and flings it over her shoulder into the river, grinning as it lands not with a splash, but with a slop. At some point, if she keeps this up, the audience will come through for her. Until then, she can make do.
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tl;dr, sorry

[personal profile] doc_holi 2013-07-25 01:36 am (UTC)(link)
The theme park arena was difficult, of course, but this one must have been the hardest one yet. Not only was she mortally wounded and low on supplies, but the Capitol was using psychology tactics as well. The candy, the random deaths at the start, the day and night cycle, those freakish little munchkin things.

Well, the munchkin things weren't all bad. While Holiday still had some foodstuffs left over from her sponsors, hunting for them wasn't a bad idea while she avoided the other tributes and... those strange earthquakes. After all, she would have more food to trade, if anyone was willing to trade and not just steal her things, that is.

Holiday was on her way back to Milkshake Lake with three more cooked (via rainbow power) doki-doki's strapped to her belt. The small makeshift bag on her back, made from the sponsors parachute, held the rest of her supplies. Idly, she thought every now and then that coming back to the same spot was a pretty bad idea and this was one of the times that she was proven right.

At seeing the other woman, Holiday hissed through her teeth at the memory of being pinned to the ground. By the looks of this woman, she looked every bit as ruthless as she seemed back then. Except... Holiday was still alive and Venus had a more than clear shot of her at the Cornucopia. Confusing, yes, but Holiday didn't plan on risking it. She tried to take a step back.
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[personal profile] doc_holi 2013-07-25 11:08 pm (UTC)(link)
Well, nothing much she could do now. If Venus decided to get hostile, Holiday would only be able to fight back for a short time before being overcome. This arena was such hell.

"A little hard to forget you, I have to admit." Her voice remained calm, her breathing even. Fear hadn't really taken her since she went into shock and it probably had to do with blood loss and trauma, but Holiday appreciated it anyway.
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[personal profile] doc_holi 2013-07-26 04:16 am (UTC)(link)
Holiday wasn't entirely convinced, but she wasn't about to try getting the upper hand either. That was literally inviting death.

"I guess you just caught me at a bad time." The pain she had from the loss of her arm in that moment was certainly memorable and Venus took the center of that stage... next to Lin, of course. Then again, she had only been pinned down once in these arenas and thinking back on that moment wasn't exactly fun either.

Holiday pocketed her little throwing star. "Thanks... I think. I won't try anything funny either." In case she was actually worried about that, which the doctor doubted.
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[personal profile] doc_holi 2013-07-28 01:34 am (UTC)(link)
Holiday had been having a lot of the same problems as well, which mostly included seeing figures in the corners of her vision that weren't there. This didn't help with her growing paranoia.

At the prospect of a trade, Holiday perked up a bit. "I have a little extra food and medical experience under my belt, but that's about it. I could use a weapon..." She glanced to the river. "If you still have a spare, that is."
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[personal profile] doc_holi 2013-07-29 06:20 pm (UTC)(link)
"A lot of it. I was the lead researcher in an organization that dealt with extremely mutated living organisms. I have to admit, there are parts of that job I don't miss."

Holiday eyed the shank and looked back to Venus before picking it up. Sleeping while this woman watched over her didn't sound like a very smart plan. Then again, Holiday could be taken down just as easily while awake and if she was killed in her sleep, at least she would wake up in a bed with two arms again... maybe.

"That sounds like a deal to me. Though, I have to say. Those munchkin things have found my stub of an arm really fascinating. So much so that I use myself for bait when hunting them."
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[personal profile] doc_holi 2013-07-31 03:36 am (UTC)(link)
Holiday actually gave a little laugh at that question. "If only." She reaches out to shake the other woman's hand. At least she still had her right arm for that much.

"Thankfully is right. The only bad thing is that I don't remember a lot of songs well enough to sing the whole things. I look pretty strange walking with like this and singing mismatched music while I'm at it."

Not that it was a beauty contest out here. Holiday was finding that she liked this other woman, yet still didn't trust her that well.
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[personal profile] doc_holi 2013-08-02 02:23 am (UTC)(link)
Holiday gives a halfhearted chuckle, a bit put off by Venus' strange attitude. She figured she'd get used to it out here.

"I think I can remember those."
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[personal profile] doc_holi 2013-08-07 04:42 am (UTC)(link)
Holiday was honestly a little worried about whatever was bothering Venus. Going a little off kilter wasn't good and the arena.

"Sure." She looked around and nodded to a shady patch of candy grass beneath a giant lollipop looking tree, starting to move over to it.
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[personal profile] doc_holi 2013-08-09 02:38 am (UTC)(link)
"I took a few courses in brain stuff, yeah," Holiday answered as she sat down none to elegantly. With her balance off center because of the stupid arm, some things just weren't working out right.

She rubbed her shoulder and looked curiously to Venus. "Why do you ask?"
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[personal profile] doc_holi 2013-08-11 06:24 am (UTC)(link)
Holiday frowned and nodded. She hadn't thought of that happening to someone here. Being uneven with medications like that could have serious consequences. Considering their environment, there was no way to find any sort of herbs that could help calm someone's mood. Even if she did, Holiday wasn't sure she would trust it to have the same effects.

"Do you go through any therapy in the Capitol?"
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[personal profile] doc_holi 2013-08-12 08:57 am (UTC)(link)
Holiday figured after the first hand demonstration of the woman's strength. "Thank you," she smiled before going back to the original topic.

"So, you've been in here for so long that you think the shot has worn off?"
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[personal profile] doc_holi 2013-08-14 09:09 pm (UTC)(link)
Holiday nodded, not really commenting on rather or not Venus' friend was okay. There were a lot of different versions of 'okay' in the arenas.

"We could always stick together for the time being, if you'd like, though I'm sure I'll slow you down if we stay together too long."
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[personal profile] doc_holi 2013-08-21 12:17 am (UTC)(link)
Holiday smiles, too. "That works out for me. I never wanted to be a charity case, anyway."
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[personal profile] doc_holi 2013-08-22 12:26 am (UTC)(link)
"Don't say that too much, I might start getting paranoid."

She said it with a smile and fell to the ground anyway. Wasn't like she was going to win like this and, honestly, she would rather die in her sleep if she had to. Not that she didn't trust Venus...
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[personal profile] orestes 2013-07-26 12:48 am (UTC)(link)
It's the unnatural slopping sound that awakens him. The days and nights are confusing in this Arena, and never last long enough for Enjolras to feel rightly rested. That, in combination with the heady sweetness of the food (or lack of it, really) here, and he was left alternating between a false feeling of elation and a deep hunger with headaches that reminded him of the poor drinking water in certain districts of Paris. The sound, however, snaps him out of his light sleep and makes him jump slightly, immediately alert and peering out from the cotton candy bushes in which he'd been hiding.

It's not hard to recognize Venus, even under the charcoal and bright pink and he feels himself relax slightly as he pulls up and away from his nest. It's good to know that she's still alive and in far better condition, it seems, than him.

"Some might consider that wasteful, Mademoiselle," he calls out to her, even as he knows full well the logic behind it. No sense in carrying anything you can't use, and no sense leaving it around for it to be used against you. If Enjolras had it his way, he'd burn every weapon in the Arena, or drop them into the river as well. He wonders, idly, distractedly, just how much of the fighting would stop if people were forced to use their bare hands to kill one another. It's doubtful to him that many would have the stomach for it.
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[personal profile] orestes 2013-07-30 03:14 pm (UTC)(link)
"None taken." He shakes his head in equal parts modesty and admonishment. Enjolras considered himself tougher than that, thank you very much, but given the subject matter of their last few conversations and his own almost purposefully reserved nature, he can definitely see how she might have drawn that conclusion. Months ago, the nickname might have earned some sort of reaction from him, but by now he's heard worse diminutives. Enj, frankly, is less offensive than some, for all its mispronunciation.

Even upon closer inspection, the tick at her mouth is easily dismissed as the byproduct of malnutrition. The Arenas seemed decent enough at providing them food that would keep them alive and going, but nothing that was outright intended to sustain an adult for any length of time. She could be missing any number of vitamins. From the headache that threatened to incapacitate him every few hours, Enjolras could tell he was.

"How have you liked living through the Games?" He wasn't trying to start a debate so much as giving way to habit. In his opinion, she'd idealized the concept to a somewhat ridiculous degree. It would be interested to see how she considered it now that the reality must have surely begun to set in. Absently, he ran a candy-stickied hand through those blondish curls, pointedly ignoring where it threatened to catch and tangle. "Is it as exhilarating as you had hoped?"
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[personal profile] orestes 2013-08-09 11:14 pm (UTC)(link)
"It is human to be afraid," he says impassively. Everyone had been afraid on the barricade, he wasn't idealistic enough to think that they weren't, and everyone should be afraid here. The only people he found himself genuinely disliking among the Tributes were those who actually claimed to be unafraid either because they seemed to look positively upon the idea of a death match, or because they had become so jaded and regarded death within the Arenas with such flippancy. It's nothing personal, he'd heard them say, just part of the game. That philosophy was all well and good in the Capitol, but it became significantly less comfortable the second one was actually fending off an attack.

It's with an equally blank expression that he follows her eyes over to the corpse, now glistening with some doubtlessly unnatural sugary substance. It had been less traumatic when the dead had simply vanished.

"Have you had occasion to kill anyone, Mademoiselle?" The inquiry is polite, and he raises an eyebrow as if to accentuate the question, but there's very little, if any, judgment in his tone. Those who harmed their fellow man would answer before God, whether their crimes were committed in or out of the Arena. It wasn't his place to make her feel guilty over it, so long as it didn't break an established order. And honestly, how could something break order when there truly was none?
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[personal profile] orestes 2013-08-11 08:22 am (UTC)(link)
He nods, following her lead to the mint grove without hesitation. Conversing with an actual person is making him feel more like himself. For all Enjolras claimed to enjoy solitude (and genuinely, he does), he feels most at home while talking to people and when they weren't actively screaming at each other, he could appreciate Venus' thoughts. Moreover, if she did have to kill in the Arena, and he was very aware of its kill-or-be-killed nature, he could appreciate that she'd taken the effort to be merciful about it. It perhaps isn't the overt approval she's hoping for, but there's an acquiescence to his nod. She's right to omit the bit about living dark matter, however, he'd only find it distracting.

"I am. The people I meet find it an odd perspective, but I won't willingly give the pigs running this show the satisfaction of my participation." The words are fiery, if only because it's about the only form of protest he's got other than killing himself and, as a Catholic, Enjolras can't actually fathom doing that even if it were entirely fake. "It is more lonely than it is difficult. I've become very good at avoiding people."
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[personal profile] orestes 2013-08-12 01:26 am (UTC)(link)
It isn't actually politics he cares about as much as the deliverance of humanity and Enjolras opens his mouth to state as much, but her next words stop him short. They so closely resemble those of Combeferre or Courfeyrac that it catches him by surprise. His friends would understand his stance, of course. They would probably disagree, especially Courfeyrac, but they'd understand, but doubtlessly with the same chiding.

Lifting his eyebrows and pursing his lips, he joins her, sitting with his legs bent, propped up on another nearby stump. The silk breeches which were so ornate at the beginning of the Arena are now threadbare at the knee and the position makes it especially noticeable. "Truly? I have always found solitude easier. It's less distracting, if nothing else. I suppose that itself is the mark of a poor politician."
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[personal profile] orestes 2013-08-13 03:02 am (UTC)(link)
There's a small frown that works its way across his face. Combeferre had, at times, expressed similar thoughts and for his part, Enjolras can't exactly say that such isn't an accurate assessment of him.

"Not at all," he lies all the same, looking away from her, as if that will help him ignore the guilty sensation building in his gut. When he turns back, there's a blush rising on his cheeks all the same. There's something about the sunlight in this Arena that doesn't agree with him, truly. "My friends mean the world to me. And even if they didn't, one cannot fight for a people he doesn't know. I'd like to think my attachment to the people of France was obvious and, perhaps if I had a reason to be attached to the people of District 5, I would be less of a pacifist here."
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[personal profile] orestes 2013-08-16 03:42 am (UTC)(link)
"I knew enough of Paris, if not of the rest of France." Enough to find it a vile place filled with people who had become depraved and degraded and abased, but also people who were deserving of so much more than what their society had allotted them. In some ways, that thought reminds him eerily of his general sentiments toward Panem. They were both missed opportunities of a kind. "We are not from District 5, Venus. I should like to know its people. The ones who live there."

While she's obviously carefully maintained her appearance, Enjolras has done nothing of the kind and so although his words are still spirited and contain a certain energy and conviction which only those of a true believer could possess, there's a tiredness lurking behind his eyes and spreading across his features. The weeks in the Arena had definitely gotten to him and could be read clearly even on his excessively youthful features. "When I know them, perhaps I shall change my mind about all of this. I can't say."
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[personal profile] orestes 2013-08-20 10:08 am (UTC)(link)
"There may very well be a reason I have never practiced," he answers lightly, brushing back a stray curl that's fallen onto his forehead. It's hard not to take the bait and wax poetic on Paris and France and everything he loved so much about his home, but from previous conversations on the subject, Enjolras is perfectly aware of where it all leads. Venus had prompted a near breakdown before with her casual mention of the year, and he doesn't need a repeat performance now, not here. There is, however, only so much of momento mori one can take.

"Well then, Mademoiselle," his voice is still pointed light as he pulls is thoughts away from her, and his consciousness together for another round of wandering. "We shouldn't stay together for very long. There is both safety and unwanted attention in numbers."

It isn't that he dislikes her presence, really, it's just that she has a tendency to remind him of the worst parts of himself, and the best parts of everything he's lost by being here. He doesn't need that, particularly now. Perhaps he'll make up for his lack of courtesy sometime after the Arena.
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[personal profile] orestes 2013-08-22 10:40 am (UTC)(link)
A frown works its way across his face, but he accepts the hand all the same. There's no need to be rude, even if he suspects her remark is at best idle teasing, and at worst an inaccurate and unflattering judgment of his character.

"Is that what you think of me?" He asks, tone academic (or perhaps just tired) enough to not betray his investment in the question itself. "That I spend the Arenas sulking?"
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[personal profile] orestes 2013-08-22 06:34 pm (UTC)(link)
He doesn't dwell on her words. Their meaning wasn't missed, of course, but that is a conversation for another day. There's no reason to risk upsetting anyone's fragile mental state here and more than it needed to be. Moreover, doesn't personally think he has the patience or eloquence to deal with it right now, he's just too damn exhausted from trekking around the Arena avoiding people.

"I suppose you leave me little room for argument, Mademoiselle." His tone is calm, amicable even, despite her teasing. There's a slight incline of his head, and he waves weakly. "Adieu, Venus. May we meet again other better circumstances."

And with that pleasantry, he turns to leave.