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Give Me One Reason to Be Beautiful [Open]
Who| Venus and Open, Venus and Enjolras
What| Venus disposes of some extra weapons.
When| Anytime between week 3 and week 6.
Where| Candy Arena, near the milkshake river.
Warnings/Notes| Mental illness, death.
Venus' brain is a windshield after impact. She's still in one piece - she can feel she's still in one piece - but electrical impulses send icy cracks throughout her landscape like a glittering spiderweb radiating from a center. She's on the high now; hopefully she can just die or win before the end of that and skip the whole crash landing entirely.
Her last few kills have left her in quite the position. She's armed with a single short-sword now, despite having gotten two. She knows full well she can't effectively dual-wield and that taking more than necessary into a fight just increases her chances of having her weapons used against her. She's ditched the archery equipment too, having decided that it's just more to haul around that she isn't very good at using. All the unused weapons will go to the bottom of the milkshake river, hidden from sight so no one else can scavenge them.
Having finally eaten a full meal, she feels her confidence expanding inside her like a soap bubble. She's a warrior woman. Her charcoal, which she'd previously used to give herself a smoky eye, is now daubed in horizontal streaks across her cheeks like war paint. There's an accidental smudge of powdered sugar on the tip of her nose, two intentional ones above her eyebrows. The sword rests in her belt, and her broken shoes have been discarded, leaving her walking barefoot on toes painted cotton-candy pink.
She takes the extra sword and flings it over her shoulder into the river, grinning as it lands not with a splash, but with a slop. At some point, if she keeps this up, the audience will come through for her. Until then, she can make do.
What| Venus disposes of some extra weapons.
When| Anytime between week 3 and week 6.
Where| Candy Arena, near the milkshake river.
Warnings/Notes| Mental illness, death.
Venus' brain is a windshield after impact. She's still in one piece - she can feel she's still in one piece - but electrical impulses send icy cracks throughout her landscape like a glittering spiderweb radiating from a center. She's on the high now; hopefully she can just die or win before the end of that and skip the whole crash landing entirely.
Her last few kills have left her in quite the position. She's armed with a single short-sword now, despite having gotten two. She knows full well she can't effectively dual-wield and that taking more than necessary into a fight just increases her chances of having her weapons used against her. She's ditched the archery equipment too, having decided that it's just more to haul around that she isn't very good at using. All the unused weapons will go to the bottom of the milkshake river, hidden from sight so no one else can scavenge them.
Having finally eaten a full meal, she feels her confidence expanding inside her like a soap bubble. She's a warrior woman. Her charcoal, which she'd previously used to give herself a smoky eye, is now daubed in horizontal streaks across her cheeks like war paint. There's an accidental smudge of powdered sugar on the tip of her nose, two intentional ones above her eyebrows. The sword rests in her belt, and her broken shoes have been discarded, leaving her walking barefoot on toes painted cotton-candy pink.
She takes the extra sword and flings it over her shoulder into the river, grinning as it lands not with a splash, but with a slop. At some point, if she keeps this up, the audience will come through for her. Until then, she can make do.
tl;dr, sorry
Well, the munchkin things weren't all bad. While Holiday still had some foodstuffs left over from her sponsors, hunting for them wasn't a bad idea while she avoided the other tributes and... those strange earthquakes. After all, she would have more food to trade, if anyone was willing to trade and not just steal her things, that is.
Holiday was on her way back to Milkshake Lake with three more cooked (via rainbow power) doki-doki's strapped to her belt. The small makeshift bag on her back, made from the sponsors parachute, held the rest of her supplies. Idly, she thought every now and then that coming back to the same spot was a pretty bad idea and this was one of the times that she was proven right.
At seeing the other woman, Holiday hissed through her teeth at the memory of being pinned to the ground. By the looks of this woman, she looked every bit as ruthless as she seemed back then. Except... Holiday was still alive and Venus had a more than clear shot of her at the Cornucopia. Confusing, yes, but Holiday didn't plan on risking it. She tried to take a step back.
give me all your teal deers
She turns.
Venus recognizes the glitter of the silver parachute over Holiday's...stump, really. Holiday's silhouette reminds Venus of Gumby's head, all tilted awkward at one side what with the missing arm. Holiday's gestures aren't much more coordinated than stop-motion, either, but Venus can't hold that against her - after all, they're all staggering and jerking around in here like a bunch of gassed roaches.
She's sure that back home, back on the screens, they had twenty different angles of that Sponsor gift coming down. She's sure it was the lead-in to a commercial, that they zoomed way up close on Holiday's face as relief washed over it, that the probably dubbed an elated sigh into the sound mixing. Venus knows showbiz, and more than that, she knows reality TV.
Maybe it was a good thing she didn't kill this woman the Cornucopia. Holiday, armless or not, seems to be doing well for herself, with dead animals hanging around her waist like a skirt of reeds.
"I remember you," she calls out, not in a threatening voice but as if she's greeting an acquaintance from summer camp.
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"A little hard to forget you, I have to admit." Her voice remained calm, her breathing even. Fear hadn't really taken her since she went into shock and it probably had to do with blood loss and trauma, but Holiday appreciated it anyway.
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"I'm not going to hurt you. I like a little diversity in my storylines."
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"I guess you just caught me at a bad time." The pain she had from the loss of her arm in that moment was certainly memorable and Venus took the center of that stage... next to Lin, of course. Then again, she had only been pinned down once in these arenas and thinking back on that moment wasn't exactly fun either.
Holiday pocketed her little throwing star. "Thanks... I think. I won't try anything funny either." In case she was actually worried about that, which the doctor doubted.
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She glances back at the river, a little crinkle of worry crossing her face. "Look, uh, I'm up for a trade if you are."
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At the prospect of a trade, Holiday perked up a bit. "I have a little extra food and medical experience under my belt, but that's about it. I could use a weapon..." She glanced to the river. "If you still have a spare, that is."
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She reaches down and picks up an arrow, then snaps it in half and tosses the head to Holiday's feet. "It's a shank, for now. And a deal. And maybe we can keep watch while each other sleep, too. I keep worrying if I close my eyes too long the animals are going to swarm me."
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Holiday eyed the shank and looked back to Venus before picking it up. Sleeping while this woman watched over her didn't sound like a very smart plan. Then again, Holiday could be taken down just as easily while awake and if she was killed in her sleep, at least she would wake up in a bed with two arms again... maybe.
"That sounds like a deal to me. Though, I have to say. Those munchkin things have found my stub of an arm really fascinating. So much so that I use myself for bait when hunting them."
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She nods and approaches with a hand extended.
"Yeah, they like blood. I got a blister that popped and they keep eying me like I'm the new rack at 5th. Thankfully they really hate pop music, right? I sing a Britney Spears song and they run for the hills." Her grin, while lopsided, is nevertheless calculated to be endearing. "I guess they're telling me not to quit my day job."
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"Thankfully is right. The only bad thing is that I don't remember a lot of songs well enough to sing the whole things. I look pretty strange walking with like this and singing mismatched music while I'm at it."
Not that it was a beauty contest out here. Holiday was finding that she liked this other woman, yet still didn't trust her that well.
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In that way, it's just the perfect sort of handshake for this kind of place.
"You could always do 99 Bottles of Beer on the Wall. You know that one, right?" Venus gestures for a ridge they should head towards. "Or blaaaaack socks, they never get dirty, the longer you wear them the blacker they get...or the Song That Never Ends...or the Wheels On the Bus..."
Venus' mode of speech speeds up a little, and then jerks to a stop as she pauses, having forgotten any other songs that repeat so frequently.
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"I think I can remember those."
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"Sure." She looked around and nodded to a shady patch of candy grass beneath a giant lollipop looking tree, starting to move over to it.
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"So, they go over like, brain stuff in medical school though, right?"
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She rubbed her shoulder and looked curiously to Venus. "Why do you ask?"
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"I don't have my meds. I mean, they send it, occasionally, the Sponsors do, but not as much as I was hoping." She turns to Holiday and makes a sheepish expression. "Don't worry, it's just bipolar, not like, split personalities where half of me is a psycho killer or anything."
She's already got the killer part down.
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"Do you go through any therapy in the Capitol?"
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"So, you've been in here for so long that you think the shot has worn off?"
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Or, rather, Venus hopes she dies before Venus has to do the dirty work.
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"We could always stick together for the time being, if you'd like, though I'm sure I'll slow you down if we stay together too long."
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She said it with a smile and fell to the ground anyway. Wasn't like she was going to win like this and, honestly, she would rather die in her sleep if she had to. Not that she didn't trust Venus...
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It's not hard to recognize Venus, even under the charcoal and bright pink and he feels himself relax slightly as he pulls up and away from his nest. It's good to know that she's still alive and in far better condition, it seems, than him.
"Some might consider that wasteful, Mademoiselle," he calls out to her, even as he knows full well the logic behind it. No sense in carrying anything you can't use, and no sense leaving it around for it to be used against you. If Enjolras had it his way, he'd burn every weapon in the Arena, or drop them into the river as well. He wonders, idly, distractedly, just how much of the fighting would stop if people were forced to use their bare hands to kill one another. It's doubtful to him that many would have the stomach for it.
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"Enj!" The nickname is in no way phonically reminiscent of his actual name, but Venus isn't great with French. A grin - a genuine grin - splashes across her face like the tide. She starts to walk over, taking care that her hands are away from her sword, that she isn't rushing or looking like a threat.
"I thought for sure you'd be dead by now. I figured, there's no way he hasn't ended up sugar-crusted roadkill. No offense." Her tongue moves around in her mouth even when she's not talking, some kind of reflexive, hypomanic impulse. She has a tic in the side of her mouth that's visible only up close.
She's thriving, but not for long. The impending descent scares her.
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Even upon closer inspection, the tick at her mouth is easily dismissed as the byproduct of malnutrition. The Arenas seemed decent enough at providing them food that would keep them alive and going, but nothing that was outright intended to sustain an adult for any length of time. She could be missing any number of vitamins. From the headache that threatened to incapacitate him every few hours, Enjolras could tell he was.
"How have you liked living through the Games?" He wasn't trying to start a debate so much as giving way to habit. In his opinion, she'd idealized the concept to a somewhat ridiculous degree. It would be interested to see how she considered it now that the reality must have surely begun to set in. Absently, he ran a candy-stickied hand through those blondish curls, pointedly ignoring where it threatened to catch and tangle. "Is it as exhilarating as you had hoped?"
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"Oh, definitely. I mean, I'm more a sprinter than a marathoner, so the whole weeks and weeks thing is a bit new to me, but I live for this."
Her mouth jerks again and she bites down on her lower lip, glancing over at a lump in the distance that could only be a rotting corpse. She takes a deep breath as she approaches, hands swinging at her thighs and then tensing, for just a second, the fingers not ribbons but rods. "I'm scared, though. I'll give you that. I thought part of the point was, you know. To get rid of those."
It's not that Venus is afraid of dying - she's no more afraid than Enjolras, if that. Nor is it that she's afraid of killing. It's simply the permanence of it, the idea that maybe these aren't people who deserve to die. She doesn't know anyone here well enough to see that they're the ones still fighting on the other side.
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It's with an equally blank expression that he follows her eyes over to the corpse, now glistening with some doubtlessly unnatural sugary substance. It had been less traumatic when the dead had simply vanished.
"Have you had occasion to kill anyone, Mademoiselle?" The inquiry is polite, and he raises an eyebrow as if to accentuate the question, but there's very little, if any, judgment in his tone. Those who harmed their fellow man would answer before God, whether their crimes were committed in or out of the Arena. It wasn't his place to make her feel guilty over it, so long as it didn't break an established order. And honestly, how could something break order when there truly was none?
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She isn't about to say 'living dark matter' to him. He probably would need it explained, and besides, the distinction doesn't really matter. He's caught her on a downswing, slipping into a mixed state without her medicine, and that's the hazy middle ground where she forgets what she is and has to tether herself to human emotions to remind herself.
Her fear. Her tiredness and uncertainty. That she hopes when she wakes up from death there'll be a hot shower with soap that smells like cherries, and that she hopes she doesn't wake at all. That she wants more than his body, but also his approval, in some way. These things keep her grounded.
She runs her tongue over her dry lips, bites the lower one so it keeps an attractive blush.
"A handful of people. I made it fast." She doesn't know if that matters to him, but it matters to her. No one likes a torturer, not really. People revile them, fear them, idolize them, but no ones loves them. Every other offering from the audience is moot to Venus if she doesn't have their love. "And merciful. You're still keeping to your pacifist ways?"
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"I am. The people I meet find it an odd perspective, but I won't willingly give the pigs running this show the satisfaction of my participation." The words are fiery, if only because it's about the only form of protest he's got other than killing himself and, as a Catholic, Enjolras can't actually fathom doing that even if it were entirely fake. "It is more lonely than it is difficult. I've become very good at avoiding people."
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She sits down at the base of a mint tree, stretching her legs and wiggling her toes, head lolling to the side.
"Who says lonely isn't difficult? I mean, what's a life worth, if you spend it solitary?" She pulls her knees up and wraps her arms around them, perching her chin on them.
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Lifting his eyebrows and pursing his lips, he joins her, sitting with his legs bent, propped up on another nearby stump. The silk breeches which were so ornate at the beginning of the Arena are now threadbare at the knee and the position makes it especially noticeable. "Truly? I have always found solitude easier. It's less distracting, if nothing else. I suppose that itself is the mark of a poor politician."
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"I mean, I guess for me, it's not so much the actually physically being around people part. It's something about connecting. Plenty of politicians seem really lonely when they're surrounded by like, their trophy wives and yes-men." She reaches up and starts braiding a stray lock of her hair. "Are you sure you're not just scared of getting attached to people?"
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"Not at all," he lies all the same, looking away from her, as if that will help him ignore the guilty sensation building in his gut. When he turns back, there's a blush rising on his cheeks all the same. There's something about the sunlight in this Arena that doesn't agree with him, truly. "My friends mean the world to me. And even if they didn't, one cannot fight for a people he doesn't know. I'd like to think my attachment to the people of France was obvious and, perhaps if I had a reason to be attached to the people of District 5, I would be less of a pacifist here."
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"Anyway, you didn't know all of France. But you know some of us from District Five."
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While she's obviously carefully maintained her appearance, Enjolras has done nothing of the kind and so although his words are still spirited and contain a certain energy and conviction which only those of a true believer could possess, there's a tiredness lurking behind his eyes and spreading across his features. The weeks in the Arena had definitely gotten to him and could be read clearly even on his excessively youthful features. "When I know them, perhaps I shall change my mind about all of this. I can't say."
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To some extent, she's always a scared little girl.
The more she watches Enjolras, the more her mind's made up. He isn't made for this sort of place. He's sentiment and ideology in a world that has no place for it; depth when the pool can't help but be shallow. He'll be sucked dry by this Arena, and then the next, the next, until all that makes him what he is is eroded out; the weariness is already stamped onto his face.
"You think there are people so bad they aren't worth defending? You'd be an awful lawyer, too."
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"Well then, Mademoiselle," his voice is still pointed light as he pulls is thoughts away from her, and his consciousness together for another round of wandering. "We shouldn't stay together for very long. There is both safety and unwanted attention in numbers."
It isn't that he dislikes her presence, really, it's just that she has a tendency to remind him of the worst parts of himself, and the best parts of everything he's lost by being here. He doesn't need that, particularly now. Perhaps he'll make up for his lack of courtesy sometime after the Arena.
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She stands and offers a hand to help him to his feet. "Any attention is good attention, but hey, if you've got sulking to do, I won't stand in your way. All pretty guys need a good sulk sometimes."
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"Is that what you think of me?" He asks, tone academic (or perhaps just tired) enough to not betray his investment in the question itself. "That I spend the Arenas sulking?"
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She gives his hand a squeeze and lets it go. She's trying to convince herself as much as him, trying to justify the action she can already see herself taking - her palm to his cheek, the other to the base of his jaw, twisting.
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"I suppose you leave me little room for argument, Mademoiselle." His tone is calm, amicable even, despite her teasing. There's a slight incline of his head, and he waves weakly. "Adieu, Venus. May we meet again other better circumstances."
And with that pleasantry, he turns to leave.
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The crack of Enjolras' neck seems to cut through even the interminable music of this Arena. He falls limp back into her, and her arms loop under his; she holds him like a gentleman catching a fainting damsel as his head slumps forward at some chaotic angle. His hair, matted from the Arena, falls over his forehead and his mouth, still slightly open with surprise.
She lays him down and closes his eyes for him.
"I'm doing you a favor, honey," she says, tipping his head back so his slack jaw closes. His teeth make the slightest clicking sound as gravity brings them together. She brushes locks of hair from his face and folds his hands over his chest, then plants a kiss on his still-warm forehead. "You're too good for this place."
After a moment, she adds "get some good sleep in those plush beds for me."
She cuts cloth from his costume to cover his face, and then she walks away.