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Danger in the Forest
Who| Vivi, Rick, and Daryl
What| The three make their first settlement in the woods annnnd a bad thing happens!
Where| The woods
When| Week 1, after the cornucopia run.
Warnings/Notes| Eyy! Appropriate music!
Vivi had considered going for the cornucopia, but watching other tributes scramble and struggle for the goods made him think otherwise. No matter how much he feels the need to survive, he can't chance it with having to hurt somebody else over supplies. The guilt gets to him even more as he continues to run and hear the screams behind him. He fell on his face once but was soon scooped up by Daryl who thankfully spotted him before anybody else could.
They had met up with Rick soon after and he was grateful to see that the two men weren't among those that have fallen so far. The relief is short lived for Vivi though when came a wordless understanding that their friend Beth didn't make it. Vivi never had been able to meet her despite being from the same district, but he could already tell that she meant a lot to Rick and Daryl. It must have been too late to save her if Daryl was able to rescue him in time. Would she have lived otherwise? He didn't want to over think it and can only hope to be able to meet her after this arena is over.
Even if Daryl and Rick hadn't been able to grab anything from the cornucopia, the trio have been able to set up a small camp of sorts. Vivi felt his magic back and was going to simply light the fireplace with a spell like he has many times before, but Rick and Daryl were quick and efficient in getting the fire started. The mage didn't want to bother them, given what just happened so he just followed along and did what he was told.
With their makeshift camp settled, Vivi shrugs off the wings that were put on him earlier and folds them neatly to set aside. He takes a seat on one of the unused logs, looking down at his gloved palms. His magic is back, but there's something off and fishy about it...and he can't help but wonder if the harmless flame over his head has something to do with it.
What| The three make their first settlement in the woods annnnd a bad thing happens!
Where| The woods
When| Week 1, after the cornucopia run.
Warnings/Notes| Eyy! Appropriate music!
Vivi had considered going for the cornucopia, but watching other tributes scramble and struggle for the goods made him think otherwise. No matter how much he feels the need to survive, he can't chance it with having to hurt somebody else over supplies. The guilt gets to him even more as he continues to run and hear the screams behind him. He fell on his face once but was soon scooped up by Daryl who thankfully spotted him before anybody else could.
They had met up with Rick soon after and he was grateful to see that the two men weren't among those that have fallen so far. The relief is short lived for Vivi though when came a wordless understanding that their friend Beth didn't make it. Vivi never had been able to meet her despite being from the same district, but he could already tell that she meant a lot to Rick and Daryl. It must have been too late to save her if Daryl was able to rescue him in time. Would she have lived otherwise? He didn't want to over think it and can only hope to be able to meet her after this arena is over.
Even if Daryl and Rick hadn't been able to grab anything from the cornucopia, the trio have been able to set up a small camp of sorts. Vivi felt his magic back and was going to simply light the fireplace with a spell like he has many times before, but Rick and Daryl were quick and efficient in getting the fire started. The mage didn't want to bother them, given what just happened so he just followed along and did what he was told.
With their makeshift camp settled, Vivi shrugs off the wings that were put on him earlier and folds them neatly to set aside. He takes a seat on one of the unused logs, looking down at his gloved palms. His magic is back, but there's something off and fishy about it...and he can't help but wonder if the harmless flame over his head has something to do with it.
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"Yeah," he said after brief consideration, toying with the snapped branch. "We play it safe. We don't know what the others are capable of either."
Now that he stopped to think about it, Rick wasn't entirely sure as to what Vivi could do either. Magic wasn't real where they came from, and while he wasn't doubting his abilities, he still had trouble wrapping his head around the concept. He was restricted by the limitations of his imagination, and given the circumstances, he wasn't about to ask for a demonstration. It just wasn't worth the risk.
The question didn't register immediately, and it was only belatedly that Rick realized that it had been aimed at the both of them. Following the previous arena, he'd been making an effort to draw out the more of the details of Daryl's life before, though it had been a slow, careful process. Yet somehow, times like this still managed to take him off guard - He never really expected him to ask those same questions back.
He tilted his head, thoughtful. Without a roof over their heads, their lives now looked pretty damned close to camping... There were times when a tent would have been a luxury. But Daryl already knew about all that - and that wasn't what he was asking.
"When I was a kid, my father and me... We used to go every summer."
It had been a tradition that he'd always meant to bring into his own son's life. The intention was there, and he'd always planned to go before something else came up. A dinner with the neighbours, or a wedding. The trips they'd had seemed like enough back then, when they still thought there'd a 'next summer' or that they'd make it up there 'later'.
"I always wanted to take Carl, but it just seemed like... Like there was never enough time. We went a few times, just for the weekend. Shane-" He chuckled at the thought, though it was short-lived, and rough with disuse. "Pretty sure he ended up teachin' me more about fishing than he showed Carl."
Looking back on it now, they could have been someone else's memories. When Carl was still allowed to act his age. When Shane had looked at him as a friend, and not an obstacle. That wasn't his life anymore, and he'd long since missed his chance to make time for those things.
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Rick is the first to answer the question and Vivi listens like he always does. The man doesn't talk much and probably keeps more thoughts to himself than actually voicing them (it takes one to know one, after all), so it's nice to hear Rick talk about himself. The mage always figured maybe they were just private like most can be or maybe have a lot of bad memories they'd rather not think about. They all have those. As much as Vivi knows that these two men are good and have been kind to him, he has to admit, there's little he knows about them.
So he listens to Rick with interest, showing it by slightly leaning forward. "Who's Shane?" He asks with a tilt of his head. The flame over him pretty much tips with him almost humorously, if one were to forget what it means for a second.
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Even back when it was happening, it had infuriated Daryl. His instincts about Shane the first time he'd laid eyes on the man had been absolutely accurate, untainted by familiarity or bias. He'd known Shane as the snake in the grass that he'd eventually proved himself to be, and had also known no one would have heeded one word he had to say on the matter. Likely would've just exiled him from the group for speaking against the man. Only Dale had been willing to listen, probably because Daryl's opinion had suited his own agenda at the time, but it was already too late then.
And truthfully, maybe he was jealous, just a little. That no one had ever — or would ever — have that level of blind faith in him or his integrity, would never give him the benefit of the doubt time after time after time like Shane was given. But that was an even older resentment that had existed since before the world ended. One borne of being treated like backwoods ignorant trash his entire life, of being dismissed because of his upbringing and appearance. Strangers never looked at him and saw a good person, one worthy of any respect, and instead allowed their own prejudices to colour their perception. The apocalypse certainly hadn't changed that.
Letting out a breath, he wrapped his arms around his knees and lowered his head until his chin rested against them as well. He remained silent and watched Rick with a remote expression, curious about his answer.
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Vivi wouldn't have known who he was - Even in their own world, there weren't many left who would. The few who did... The Shane they knew wasn't the one Rick wanted to remember. They hadn't had the opportunity to see the man he'd once called his partner, or the friend he'd grown up with. Someone who, at one point, he would have trusted with the lives of his wife and son.
There was still some part of him that wanted desperately to be able to draw the line between that Shane and the one he'd killed, to say that he had been someone else. A stranger, twisted by their circumstances. But if he were to honestly believe that, what did that make Rick? Change was a necessity now, intrinsic to their survival. If it hadn't been Shane in that field, then who was Rick now? The weapon may have been forced into his hand, but it had ultimately been his choice to use it.
In the end, Shane chose his own course. There was no question that putting him down had been the right thing to do - He'd become a danger to all of them, to his family. While there may have been things that Shane had understood then, things that Rick had yet to learn, that wasn't enough to absolve him.
"He was... someone I knew before," he said finally, the words sounding stilted even to his own ears.
The man who'd tried to murder him was just as much Shane Walsh as the one he'd shared long afternoons with, splitting his fries in the squad car. The best he could do for him now was to remember all of him; somehow, that in itself struck Rick as a fitting punishment for his own crimes.
He chewed at the corner of his lip, finally tearing his gaze away from the fire to throw a glance back over his shoulder; he'd never been much good at disguising his own discomfort.
"What I mean to say is, guess I was never much of a camper."
The transition was about as smooth as sandpaper, but hopefully Vivi would know to take the hint.
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He waits in silence before looking over to Daryl. The question was directed at them both, so Vivi takes this opportunity.
"Um...my friends and I set up camp all the time." It's not exactly a family vacation like it seems to be for others. "We...um...traveled a lot. Monsters are kind of everywhere too, but the moogles always knew the safest places to camp."
tree attack! let me know if this doesn't work
People change, who they used to be gets burned away, time and again, like Carol had said — except he isn't sure he believes that, even now. Because he hadn't changed, not exactly. When given the opportunity, the incentive, he had become more fully himself. The potential had always existed in him to be who he is now, but circumstances had worked against him for most of his life, nearly snuffing it out. Still, that potential had already been there.
He's pretty sure it holds true for everyone else as well. Even people like Joe and his group. Terminus. The 'Governor'.
But he can forgive that way of thinking; he understands he had a fundamentally different upbringing than Carol — than Rick, and all the rest of their group — one where 'change' was too much like a convenient excuse for the reprehensible things people did. As though it absolved them of responsibility. He can still remember his uncle Jess's pained look as he'd muttered about how alcoholism had changed Daryl's old man. How his mama burning herself up had changed him. Sure hadn't made the beatings hurt any less.
His bitter thoughts are diluted by Vivi's response, and he returns the mage's look. "Remember you sayin' something before about travelling." And it's partly why he'd thought camping might be a happier topic to think on. In his and Rick's cases, maybe the past is too full of hazards to ever be safely discussed.
"Did you get t'see much of your world? What was—" He cuts himself off and immediately tenses, casting an alarmed look at the undulating, rumbling ground as he shifts back into a crouch. A second later he's scrambling away from the immense tree he'd been leaning on, but it's too late — dead, brittle leaves rain down as the branches suddenly come to life, creaking dreadfully, reaching directly for the trio. One catches Daryl by the ankle and wraps around it, its grip as solid and unyielding as steel, effectively pinning him. While reaching toward the campfire, he's roughly yanked backwards across the ground with a startled grunt, then the ground falls away as he's lifted as though he weighs nothing, more branches coming to coil around him despite his struggling.