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Rochelle ([personal profile] somegrimshit) wrote in [community profile] thearena2015-06-03 12:33 am

Words Like Violence Break the Silence

Who| Rochelle and Luke, and then the rest of the Walking Dead Crew????
What| Rochelle adjusts to being alone (badly), but zombros have her covered.
Where| The Village
When| Mid Week 2
Warnings/Notes| Nothing as of right now



She's gotten used to not being around Nick and Ellis constantly at the tower, but she had always known they were around, within reach. A quick phone call and they could be summoned, or their location given, and she could go to them. Even if they weren't within touching distance, they were still there.

But that was no longer the case.

She was alone. She was completely alone.

She took some comfort in knowing that they weren't truly dead, they were waiting back in the Capitol, where they were sitting back and watching her, along with the rest of the world. That knowledge kept her from giving up entirely. Rochelle had always been honest with herself on her chances, and she knew that they were damn low. She was stuck with not a single ally to speak of in her first arena, with no idea what to expect. Things were looking pretty fucking grim for her. Ha ha, grim. Get it? Grimm? Like the fairy tales?

She decided to save that joke.

The good news was, she had managed to net a few sponsors, at least. The heat proof gloves had let her grab a mace from the blacksmith's hut (she had nearly burned herself grabbing one the first time). Nick had more sponsors, and his food was probably the reason she was still going. His last gift to her. She thanked Nick out loud occasionally, hoping that it wouldn't go to his head too much. He was watching, right? Of course he was, him and Ellis were her two cheerleaders.

She stuck in the village for the most part, but roamed around, constantly on edge. She couldn't last much longer like this, she knew. If the food didn't get her, if the horrible smell didn't get her, if every other tribute trying to kill her didn't somehow manage to end this ludicrous attempt at surviving, the lack of sleep was. She was so tired, but she was terrified of all the dangers, of being clubbed over the head while she tried to catch a little sleep, that she couldn't take more than a nap here and there, curled up behind a table or whatever she could find, her sleeping bag wrapped around her.

Right then, she was trying to think of a better place to stay. Everything seemed filled with danger--She trusted the castle as far as she could throw it, and she heard terrifying noises at night in the fields. A roof might be the ideal situation, but how to get up there? She could probably take the furniture and build a pyramid, but then everyone would know that she was there. She could try knocking it over?

Her sleep deprived mind decided it was better than nothing, and at least she'd probably be able to wake up if they tried to put the pyramid back together to get her. So she started dragging bits of furniture outside, and stacking it on top of each other in a very unsafe tower. She only needed one shot to get up there, after all, if it knocked itself down while she climbed, all the better.
burningdaylight: (vigilant [gun])

[personal profile] burningdaylight 2015-06-03 07:36 pm (UTC)(link)
It’s better not to risk most of them at once.

It’s why he’s approaching the village alone to scavenge, a waterproof poncho and supplies stuffed into the pack slung over his shoulders – just enough stuff to stretch for a couple days if shit went south and he ended up blocked off from his people – and an axe in hand, the blade crusted with Kieren’s tar-like blood. He doesn’t look much better than his weapon, his bare arms and neck and face still smeared with last week’s soot, mascara-trails of it streaking his skin from sweat. Boiled water’s too precious to waste on washing anything other than wounds.

The closer he wanders to the village well, the thicker the sulfurous-sweetness of rot in the air becomes. Smells like home. He wrinkles his nose and pushes on, spotting the Jenga-tower of furniture as he carefully rounds a street corner. It’s a strange spectacle – and not the way he expected to meet Rochelle again.

“…Hey.” He calls, cautiously, as he comes to a stop a fair distance away, muscles coiled. It’s hard to know how she might react while at work so he keeps the axe low at his side, meaning to present himself as less of an immediate threat. "That don' look like it'll hold steady. If you’re lookin’ to get a better view from up top, there's some pretty tall trees out there."
Edited 2015-06-03 19:37 (UTC)
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[personal profile] burningdaylight 2015-06-04 02:59 am (UTC)(link)
There’s one thing he hadn’t counted on when he was herded into the arena: a tribute drawing a laugh out of him instead of blood. Sure, it’s an are-we-really-having-this-conversation sort of chuckle, a breathless chuff of a laugh, but considering where they are and the every-present crushing pressure in his chest since losing his best friend, it’s one hell of an achievement.

He looks her up and down, giving her outfit much more consideration than he had at first glance. It’s definitely something.

“Well sure, it ain’t exactly the most functional…but, it could be worse...?” He cracks a small, rueful smile. Barely there. “…Probably.”

Neither of them are dressed properly for the possibility of cold weather. His leather apron isn’t especially good at keeping him toasty, less so without a shirt. But his stylist was convinced – and couldn’t be persuaded otherwise – that it’d be in his best interests to display his recent tattoo when he could to its fullest advantage. Winning favour couldn’t hurt.

Except some things are little more important when you’re away from camp and surrounded by a hundred possibilities of death than showing some skin and giving a winsome wink to any Capitolites watching.

His expression sobers. “…You by yourself?”

She doesn’t seem like she’s doing too well and her plan involving that rickety tower of furniture seems more or less in line with that impression. Still, for someone desperate or drop-dead tired or both, she’s managing to sound pretty calm. But the brain can go interesting places when groggy and running on fumes. He’d know.

There's no mention of her people, of building a nest for them too. And if they're gone, that could explain why she's looking like she hasn't had a night's rest in a while. Hard to when there's no one to watch your back.
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[personal profile] burningdaylight 2015-06-05 12:14 am (UTC)(link)
Luke's eyes soften. It's a hauntingly familiar sound, that laugh. About as frayed around the edges as she looks and so wry, a sad little parody of what little he had been able to dredge up. He's never been very good at poker, his fool heart pumping away on his sleeve. It's no different now when she talks of Nick and his name comes like a slap to the face. There are only two Nicks he knows of in Panem, alike in name only. Her Nick had gunned Jane down, blood draining out of her with a slow, ironic calm and melting snow into slush. Her Nick had looked a kid in the eyes and blown a bloody hole between them. He's sorry for Rochelle's loss, for the strain she's under as she's left to pick up the pieces. But he can't pretend he's sorry for Nick.

With him out of the picture there was one less threat to worry about.

"Jus’ ‘cause I could don’ mean that's the way it has to be. Not when I still have a choice. ...'sides, it'd be pretty fucked up if I met you for drinks after somethin' like that."

He glances aside a moment, lips pursed and eyes narrowed, considering. "Look, my people've set up camp a little ways north from here. If you want, you can stay with us, rest up, an' figure out what’s what in the mornin'. Now I'll be honest..." A soft sigh escapes him. "I ain't too sure how some a' them'll feel 'bout takin' in a friend a' Nick's after he killed two of us."

There's no mincing of words, the firm set of his jaw making his stance clear on the ruthlessness that makes killing a harmless kid possible, even justifiable. Not just killing. It had been fucking twisted from what he had seen, like strangling a puppy you've pet and cooed at and lulled into a sense of security first.

"But we can talk about it when we get there. ... If you're thinkin' 'bout comin' with."
Edited 2015-06-06 19:46 (UTC)
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[personal profile] burningdaylight 2015-06-06 08:36 pm (UTC)(link)
The offer has him shaking his head.

“S’hard these days findin’ people you can trust. But when you do, that there's worth helluva lot more than a couple drinks. Even if they’re real good ones.” After another glance left and right he sets a purposeful pace, keeping a safe distance from the metal knowing all about the heat rolling off them. The skin along his arm prickles with it.

“Look…” He begins softly after a while. “I know what it sounds like.”

Probably that they’re testing her loyalty and forcing her to choose between their generosity and her people, if the play of emotion across her face was any indication. That he might bring her to them only to be judged and cast aside. He thinks of Kenny, of Clementine’s unwavering loyalty to an old friend with a fierce sense of vengefulness and a pointer finger made for casting blame, and he frowns thoughtfully, gaze panning across the horizon.

“But I ain’t takin’ you there to grill you or put you on trial or to ask you to answer for anybody. One way or another you’re gettin’ some rest back at camp, an’ I’ll make sure a’ that whether or not somebody has a problem with it. I don’ think it’s gon’ be a big deal, if anythin’ happens. But m’givin’ you a heads up.”

He lets that hang in the air a moment.

“I jus’ think you should tell ‘em who your friends are, like y’told me, if they don’ already know. ‘cause otherwise? It might look like you’re hidin’ somethin’ from us when they figure things out.”

He regards her sympathetically, considering, seeking peace - if not an alliance - between two groups in a place pushing them to tear out each others' throats for sport. But things rarely go as one hopes they might. "…They’re good people. They jus’ might be a li’l on edge after we…” Breaking off, he lets out a sigh weighing heavy in his chest. “…lost one a’ our own last week. Don’ hold it against ‘em.”
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[personal profile] burningdaylight 2015-06-07 06:39 am (UTC)(link)
“…Right.” The reminder of her recent losses has him ducking his head, his worn, sorry eyes slanting away. Her reaction could’ve been nasty for justifiable reasons, but that it wasn’t is something he’d like to chalk up to grace and self-restraint rather than that sense of surrender that tends to set in when one feels about as exhausted as she looks.

“Well, I wouldn’t worry too much about that.” He snorts. “I mean, I reckon jus’ about everyone in this place is either a mess or well on their way to becomin’ one. An’ anyone who ain’t might be more dangerous than the rest.”

This is a gamble on both sides, his belly a seething mass of nerves and his grip around the axe-hilt damper with sweat than he’d readily admit. But the circumstances are in his favour by far - and as he considers her non-aggression from the start, her willingness to talk and to warn him of her mace’s glowing heat, and her choice to venture into a den of likely-armed strangers on his word alone, he’s sure enough that this won’t be an act of kindness that gets him killed. That tenuous trust she’s saying she places in him is not only something he believes in, but that he has no desire to betray. If he’s right, he’d only be shooting himself and his friends in the foot otherwise. And he knows to his bones how glass-like and precious faith can be in a dying world.

He’s quiet for a while until they find themselves on the outskirts of the village and at the edge of the woods. No traps yet, no packs of tributes lying in wait. So far, so good.

“I don' blame you, for not bein’ forthright about it from the start.”

He’s been there before, fearing so deeply for Nick’s safety, for the safety of them all back at the ski lodge. How can you break it to someone you’ve only just met and know nothing about, someone who has taken a great risk welcoming your people for dinner and rest, that one of your own gunned down his partner?

You don’t.

It’s a fucked up thing to have to do, biting back the truth that was deserved. Few days pass when he doesn’t think about it, doesn’t question his pragmatic tendencies and what lengths he’d go to try and keep others safe. The past is never too far away.

His lips part and then press together just as soon.
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[personal profile] burningdaylight 2015-06-08 03:14 am (UTC)(link)
Now that she’s mentioning it, he’s surprised the Capitol hasn’t pushed therapy on them yet. It seems too good to resist, the idea of delicately piecing together shaken and shattered psyches of rattled tributes in need while nodding and smiling sympathetically, only to see them being thrust into the next nightmare and watch it break them down all over again. The Capitol would never care to uphold their trust; at the end of the day, all that matters is their fearful obedience.

He lets the subject go without comment though it sticks in his brain like a splinter until she thanks him again, her words softening the furrows etched into his brow. He doesn’t envy the position she’s in, having been deprived so long of interaction with people outside her circle of friends and now being glowered at by association, Nick’s reputation shadowing her like a curse. It’s unfair -- but a situation he can see from both sides of the fence. The past and peoples’ memories – that fear and anger born of losing loved ones - can’t be changed. Life might go on when a victor emerges from an arena, but nothing ends there.

“I’d be lyin’ if I said I wasn’t sore over what happened.” A shake of his head. “…But that ain’t on you. You weren’t pointin’ that gun an’ pullin’ the trigger… an’ that you ain’t tryin’ to justify the whole thing helps."
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[personal profile] burningdaylight 2015-06-09 07:47 pm (UTC)(link)
It’s sad that in a place where gladiatorial bloodshed is pushed, where packs of rats nearly the size of small dogs lurk in darkened corners and the geography and climate of the landscape is manipulated on a whim in ways they can’t begin to predict, gentleness from someone he doesn’t know well seems the most out of place. Not long enough to have his eyebrows lifting and his belly clenching dully in warning but enough to make a lasting impression. Enough to have him looking over, less wary and more curious.

She has a point about the mood. Though not much can lift it here, dwelling on Nick isn’t helping. He pans his gaze across the woods as if it’s his first glimpse of their surroundings.

“It didn’t? Wow, that’s... that's somethin’.” Lucky. Well, relatively-speaking. Stench or no stench, no survivor is much luckier than anyone else after going through the wringer. After loss and hunger and loneliness, after nearly all the world’s been consumed by the dead. “…Let’s jus’ say the, uh, ‘novelty’ of all this wore off about five seconds into my first arena.” He huffs humourlessly. “Guess I like that it ain’t cold as balls. Not yet, anyway. After that last one, I think I’m about done with snow.”

And ice. He pauses a beat, regretting making that known. Watch, just watch a heap of snow drop over his head. "You... wanna talk about somethin' that ain't about corpses?"
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[personal profile] burningdaylight 2015-06-10 10:41 pm (UTC)(link)
“Somethin’ like that.” He answers, leaving the question of the well-being and morale of his group unanswered.

They hadn’t wanted to be tucked too deep into the woods, liking the idea of having a good vantage point of the village and the castle from up on a tree. But they couldn’t get too attached to the place; the last time they had gotten almost comfortable with their settlement, riding out heavy storms deep in their caves, an avalanche had blocked off the entrances and access to some of their supplies while they were out and pushed them onwards, an all too familiar reminder that safety, like luck, is very temporary. They’d have to keep fluid to survive.

For now, what they have is a rudimentary tent-like structure under a tree formed of forked branches locked together and roofed by some thick, needled branches. Not entirely waterproof and a constant work in progress, but it’s holding up. Though there’s barely the room for two people to get comfortable, never mind four.
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oh god, please tell me if this needs editing.

[personal profile] cowcatcher 2015-06-22 04:02 am (UTC)(link)
Nick's death just after the Cornucopia had made the shadow hanging over all of them close in that much faster. While she'd never been one for it, no one was even trying for levity anymore. Coming away empty-handed from the Cornucopia only added salt to the wound.

They've been here long enough to realize how little there is to hunt. Her snares have been mostly unsuccessful, and she abandoned them completely after discovering someone else had found them. The mounting likelihood of starving again won't let her sleep at night. Their position in this arena is so much more nerve-wracking than the last. The way things are, they need to lay low, but if they wait too long, they'll never get back up.

Hearing from Nick was a break they had all desperately needed, and one they actually got for once. More than anything, the gifts soothed a fear all of them could admit to harboring: Nick was still with them, not gone with no explanation, like so many other fallen Tributes.

With their cache of supplies not looking so dire for the moment, it's time for one of them to roll the dice and set out. It ends up being Luke who goes, and Jane stays behind with Clem, their shelter, and a short stack of the latest edition of Celebrus, which she has plans for.

Jane goes leafing for information that might be helpful before she gets to work repurposing the special delivery, dipping the glossy pages in mud so she can use them to insulate the walls and roof of their shelter. Who knew getting to make paper mache in kindergarten would pay off someday?

Hell, if someone got her twigs for a frame, she could have a piñata ready by tomorrow. They could fill it with rat turds, turn this shitpit into a real party.

When she hears Luke and Rochelle coming, Jane is on her feet in an instant. Still muddy to her elbows, she steps out from inside of their shelter with her folding knife drawn. Her look of surprise quickly becomes hard and questioning, flitting between Luke and Rochelle before finally settling on the unfamiliar face. Her knife comes down, though she doesn't sheath it.

"Who're you?"
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[personal profile] burningdaylight 2015-06-30 10:39 pm (UTC)(link)
The air between them and Jane is charged, humming like it does in the wake of a violent thunderstorm. He can feel his skin prickling - but his stance relaxes under the weight of her gaze. Moderating the situation and smoothing frayed nerves over begins with bringing non-aggressive body language into it. Conveying trust.

He looks to Clem first and then Jane again, meeting her sharp, wary look - the sort of look that is in itself an entire conversation - and holding it steady. She's not unlike a predator crouched in the grass, muscles coiled tightly and eyes locked while assessing a new threat, and he knows well that in her position he'd have felt the same. They hadn’t expected to suffer a gutting loss so early in the game – and with them still so raw, he's all too aware of how the mere idea of introducing someone to their circle, even briefly, is more likely than ever to come off as a violation of what little sense of security they had.

But he’s hopeful. Not just of their capacity to trust his judgment but their strength to place their faith in someone new. They’re not so far gone.

He feels a trickle of relief when Jane’s knife lowers. But things are everything but settled and he senses Rochelle shifting slightly at his side. He lets her introduce herself, noting how well she keeps a level head under pressure and similarly adopting a calm, authoritative voice to assure both parties that an alliance is possible.

“We’ve met before, back at the training centre. She’s like us. A survivor.” He glances between Clem and Jane. “She’s lost her people… an’ right now she jus’ needs a place to rest for a while. I know… m'probably askin' a lot here, after what we been through… but gut’s tellin’ me I can trust her.”

Pausing, he looks to Rochelle expectantly, encouraging her to reveal her connections to Ellis and Nick. It’s not his place to lay it on the table for her.