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Aang ([personal profile] actually112) wrote in [community profile] thearena2015-05-30 02:04 pm
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The remains of what's left of our past, of a future yet to come

Who| Aang and Bucky
What| Aang is going to put his waterbending to good use.
Where| The castle courtyard, and then in the castle itself.
When| Late Week 0
Warnings/Notes| Mentions of brainwashing, brain damage, and violence against children.

Aang feels wonderful. He could just lie on the ground and feel the wind and rain and heat all day. He knows that there are consequences to using his powers, but he's still doing cartwheels in the castle's courtyard, laughing and shaking his head in the wind and rain and digging his bare toes in the mud. He's already all muddy from playing in the dirt and wind, but the rain is washing him off gradually.

He can feel the shifts in the wind and ground. He feels someone coming before he sees them. Someone who's heavier on one side than the other.

He stands straight, mud smeared on his cheek and hands and legs, and turns to see who's coming. "Hi there!"
tookthewheel: (Do you have one of those)

[personal profile] tookthewheel 2015-05-31 01:28 pm (UTC)(link)
Bucky hasn't stopped since the arena started. His friend is out here somewhere, avoiding Bucky for some reason and that can't stand. Steve's going to be in trouble sooner than later in his de-serumed state if they can't find him and the idea chills him to the core.

He doesn't know what he's done, or what else the Capitol has done to Steve to make him run, but he won't stop until he finds Steve and drags him back to the group. After that Bucky would happily leave knowing Steve was with friends; what with the burning light hanging over his head and in the sky making him a liability to everyone around him. It'll be better if he avoids everyone if that's the cost of being a super-soldier in this arena.

Of course, in terms of derailing Bucky from his course, Aang has always been a special case.

"Aang." Bucky stares a little as he approaches, conscious of how much a beacon he is to everyone in the arena. "What are you doing out here?"
tookthewheel: (This is how it goes)

[personal profile] tookthewheel 2015-06-02 01:35 pm (UTC)(link)
"Don't you think that means you shouldn't be using your bending?" Bucky points out, glancing around them as he does. His eyes flicker round the courtyard to the gate, then up around the walls and the windows of the castle. There are so many vantage points where a threat could be hiding here, it makes him nervous.

He's been refraining from making any overt use of his superhuman abilities for that reason, uncertain what it would take him doing to trigger an attack. It's not just the animals, he's seen the Capitol send lightning down from the sky against powered Tribute's.

"What?" Aang's question pulls him back and he looks down at the kid. "I'm fine. That's good that you can feel people approaching." Now if only Bucky could convince him should hide when he does.
tookthewheel: (Sure Steve)

[personal profile] tookthewheel 2015-06-06 03:55 pm (UTC)(link)
He's not fine, it's a lie to say he is and he feels bad for it. The things that are making him not fine though are things he doesn't want Aang worrying about. It's not hard for him to read the suspicion in Aang's eyes though when the kid wears his heart on his sleeve all the time.

"Sounds real handy." Bucky would like to have an ability like that. His senses are pretty finely attuned to his surroundings and he knows what to look for, sure, but it probably doesn't compare to what Aang can do. "Wish I could do that."

Maybe then he could know where Steve was even more accurately, he could find him just like that. Bucky almost winces at the thought. He knows better than to entertain thoughts like that. "Must be why you're lit up too."

Passive abilities, that's the cause for a constant flame. He worked it out earlier that week from careful observation of other Tribute's attempting to use their powers.
tookthewheel: (lost before I started)

[personal profile] tookthewheel 2015-06-08 10:21 am (UTC)(link)
That sounds like -- no, he's not going to think down that route. "Couldn't she have thrown anything softer?" he says with concern. Of course it's in the past for Aang and nothing about it can be changed now. Throwing something that would hurt leant a certain imperative to learning he was sure, but rocks seemed a step too far to Bucky.

Aang's question has him flicking his eyes upwards at the flame above his head for a moment. He didn't have to think for the answer, he already heavily suspected what it was but answering would lead more questions; one's that could be upsetting for Aang to hear the answers to.

"My healing ability."
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[personal profile] tookthewheel 2015-06-10 12:26 pm (UTC)(link)
Bucky just shakes his head at Aang's giggling. "It does, but..." there's no point in arguing it, really. "So long as you weren't seriously injured."

It still makes him inwardly wince to think about.

He can lie here, make out there's some small injury Aang can't see but lying to this kid just tastes sour in his mouth. Bucky has a feeling Aang can read him when he lies well enough. He draws in a breath to steady himself before leading Aang towards one of the walls. The cover doesn't really help when there's a beacon over your head but it still makes Bucky feel better to have.

"Do you remember how I told you the people who I -- who controlled me before took my memories away?" He didn't work for them, he was enslaved by them. The distinction is important. "The way they did it," Breathe, keep breathing. His hands clench into fists at his sides. "They had a... machine, it caused damage to my brain. That's what my body's trying to heal."
tookthewheel: (dude)

[personal profile] tookthewheel 2015-06-13 04:44 pm (UTC)(link)
He expected questions on how the machine worked, what it was. He'd been trying to prepare himself to explain the crackling electricity that burned the thoughts out of his head, leaving the scent of ozone and agony in its wake. Bucky would admit that, he would admit that it hurt, but not how much. He wouldn't tell Aang how he screamed himself voiceless each time because no child should have to carry that thought.

In retrospect he should have known Aang better by now that it wouldn't be the first thing he asked.

Prying himself away from the dark thoughts in his head took Bucky a moment and he breathed in deep before answering. It was in the past and HYDRA couldn't touch him now.

"It's easier to remember." He starts, though that's not all it is, "Makes it easier to think."

That's why it hurt so much when he died and they reset his body; he kept his memories but thinking, feeling took a step backwards, like he was fighting his way through a fog.
tookthewheel: (But whhhhy)

[personal profile] tookthewheel 2015-06-16 07:42 pm (UTC)(link)
"What?" Bucky's surprise flits over his face. "How can you--"

It makes him wonder if there's much that can't be done with this bending power of Aang's when he says that he can heal his mind. Of course his first reaction, even with the fear of the horrors that lurked still undiscovered inside his mind, is to say yes.

By this point his trust in Aang is absolute. He knows that if Aang tried to help him he would really mean to help him. Trust isn't the problem, the arena around them is.

"You can't. Not here."
tookthewheel: (the fuck Steve)

[personal profile] tookthewheel 2015-06-19 09:31 am (UTC)(link)
"You'll try and there'll be a lightning strike, or an attack by the mutt's in the arena." Bucky tries to reason with the kid, even as the thought of getting pieces of himself back even faster hammers at the inside of his head insistently. He wanted it but not if it cost Aang his life or wellbeing. "You could be killed or hurt."

Sure, that death probably wouldn't last, but he knows how hard it hits Aang each time he dies and is pulled back. Bucky's sat with the kid in the aftermath, watching him try to come to terms with it. He never wants to be the cause of Aang having to go through that again.

He already knows that look that the kids wearing though, the one that's the steel underneath the bubbly exuberant exterior.
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[personal profile] tookthewheel 2015-06-23 03:30 pm (UTC)(link)
You should win, not me. Bucky thinks. Aang deserves to get out of this cycle of death and murder, not him, he will if Bucky has anything to say about it. He can't voice that though, no one likes it when he talks that way.

His teeth sink into his lip, the flicker of pain a good sharp shock to the senses. Stay in the present, focus on what's happening now.

"I don't want you getting killed on my account, that's what." Bucky blow air out his nose, before turning his eyes upwards in almost beseeching gesture. There's no help from up above, that's for sure, he's not even sure he still believes in God at this point. "You're a stubborn kid."
tookthewheel: (Wasn't prepared for this)

[personal profile] tookthewheel 2015-06-29 07:16 pm (UTC)(link)
Bucky finds himself being pulled along.

For a moments he thinks about running but reflecting back on the space arena he's pretty sure he couldn't outpace Aang anyway. It looks like he better make himself resigned to this fate.

The best thing he can do now, he decides, is be ready to save Aang when the inevitable comes. He'll shield him with his own body if that's what it takes. The kid'll be mad at him but that's something Bucky will be able to live with.

"Fine." Bucky does so reluctantly. He shifts himself to be comfortable, lifting his eyes and tracking their surroundings as best he can. He can't see or hear anything to be worried about yet.
tookthewheel: (Baby blues)

[personal profile] tookthewheel 2015-07-05 04:07 pm (UTC)(link)
Bucky sits. Sits and waits.

He won't close his eyes, not here, not even for Aang. Alone, somewhere safer? Maybe. But not here, never in the arena.

Aang wants him to try and meditate and so he'll oblige. Bucky slows his breathing, the easy part, after all his level of control over his own body was conditioned to be pitch perfect. He's always aware of himself, from head to toe aware. Control. He slows his breathing and then tries not to think. Letting himself drift is hard, especially with what he's seeing before him.

Witnessing Aang's power in action never ceases to amaze him. Bucky was a weapon, he's more than human himself and he thinks from time to time his targets (other than the last) may have been counted among the Enhanced as well, but Aang is more than a level above anything he's ever seen.

He stops the rain. It's testament, in these moments, just how very much Bucky has come to trust this child. Even when Aang's eyes and arrows glow bright, the water glows bright, Bucky doesn't recoil, only sucks in a sharp breath.

It's Aang.

Bucky stays still and let's Aang put his brightly water covered hands on his head.
tookthewheel: (The world is upside down)

[personal profile] tookthewheel 2015-07-09 05:33 pm (UTC)(link)
It... he doesn't know how to describe the sensation.

Not itching, not burning, not... but it's there, flowing, coursing through his head as he notably gasps out loud. In a way he feels suddenly helpless under Aang's hands, or whatever it is Aang has become. The Avatar is the word he uses and suddenly for the very first time Bucky feels like he's understanding the gravity of the position Aang holds. No, not that he holds, that he is.

It's the opposite, the exact opposite of how the Chair felt.

"Aang..." he can't entirely lose himself from reality, as distracting as the feeling of his mind being healed faster than his own accelerated regeneration is. Bucky can hear the scratching and squeaking of the swarm of rats like a horrible echo.

He doesn't want this to stop. He can already feel the clarity of thought that Aang is giving him, the presence of memories welling upwards, ready to spill over when this ends. Yet he is all too keenly aware that the Gamemaker's will not let this carry on indefinitely.
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[personal profile] tookthewheel 2015-07-18 07:06 pm (UTC)(link)
Thunder rumbles overhead and Bucky freezes. He knows what's coming and he has to do something.

If lightning hits them they're dead. Aang is too small and Bucky has a giant fucking conductor bolted onto the left side of his body, metal that will sizzle and melt and burn him from the inside out if he's hit. A wooden table doesn't exactly make for good grounding material either.

"Aang!" this time he's louder, sharper, trying to get through the Godlike presence that's possessed his friend to the boy underneath and make him listen. He can't have Aang die for him, he can't.

Bucky lifts his hand with effort, fighting his way through the spell that's laid on him, intending to reach out and push the kid free of the danger zone if he has to.
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[personal profile] tookthewheel 2015-07-19 04:15 pm (UTC)(link)
"Kid--!" Bucky's awareness snaps sharp, calling on every inch of laid in training - from before and after - to pay attention to what's going on and fucking move. He wants to catch Aang before he falls but the boy is one step ahead of him, leaping away from Bucky's grasping hands across the muddied and rat covered ground. "No, damn it!"

He's lurching up, all six feet of him with an air to do something, protect Aang somehow from what's coming. If he's lucky he might just be able to time it right, to push Aang out of the way when the electric fire rains down on them from above and take the hit himself. He'd die but it's a damn sight better than letting it happen to his young friend instead.

Bucky feels remarkably clear headed, all things considered, as he leaps off the table, crushing some unfortunate rats underneath his boots before moving to sprint towards Aang. The air smells of burnt ozone even before the lightning comes down, making the hairs on his arms and the back of his neck stand up on end.

He realises with dawning horror that he's not going to make it.
tookthewheel: (oh fuck)

[personal profile] tookthewheel 2015-07-22 12:37 pm (UTC)(link)
Bucky keeps running forwards regardless, like some kind of suicidal fool, or someone fighting against the inevitable.

Lightning courses down from the sky, striking Aang despite his furious and dismayed shout, and -- Bucky's sliding to a halt, eyes widening in awe at something that takes place through a matter of seconds but seems to last an eternity. Aang bends the lightning. That is what it is, another miracle of bending, allowing him to survive what would kill anyone else.

"Kid..." then he's in motion again, slamming forwards despite the reassurance to grab Aang up in a surprisingly gentle hold. It's an embrace as much as it's a rescue from the muddy ground and maybe the first Bucky has ever initiated between them alone. He lifts the boy up like he weighs nothing and holds him tight to his chest.
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[personal profile] tookthewheel 2015-07-25 06:39 pm (UTC)(link)
"Don't do that again!" he mutters, keeping hold of Aang as he sinks down onto the muddy ground and ignores the uncomfortable wetness soaking into his trousers. Filth and the arena's go hand in hand. "You sure you're not hurt?"

Aang just channelled lightning and Bucky still can't quite bring himself to believe he managed it without having a mark left on him. It should be impossible, he thinks dazedly, but then Bucky's been facing impossible ever since Steve gained almost a foot in height and about an extra hundred pounds of muscle. Can't forget the guy who peeled his face off that day either.

Can't forget...

Bucky blinks, then carefully peels one hand off Aang to press it against the contours of his own skull. "I..." his eyes are wide, "Better. It feels... better?"
tookthewheel: (Remember when it was us against the worl)

[personal profile] tookthewheel 2015-07-29 09:49 am (UTC)(link)
Bucky snorts, shaking his head in mild disapproval. Mostly he's amused, though he tries to hide it. "We'll you're well enough to make puns, so that's something."

It's clear the attempt has exhausted Aang though, and Bucky's feeling on the tired side himself, so he doesn't even ask before hauling himself to his feet with the kid still clasped in his arms. He starts to make for the doorway of the castle, intending to get them both to the parts of it that the Avengers have claimed for their own. It should be safe for Aang to rest there.

"... thank you, Aang."
tookthewheel: (At the ready)

[personal profile] tookthewheel 2015-08-14 12:39 pm (UTC)(link)
It's okay, Aang, he'll forgive for the swear; especially considering the one that comes out of Bucky's mouth when he realises what's happening.

Bucky pulls Aang even more tightly to his chest, curling himself down and over the boy in his arms as he breaks into a run down the narrow stone corridor with the bats shrieking and flapping through the air behind them. There's blood flowing down his face from where one of the creatures bit him and wings beating at his head the whole way.

They need to find a door and get it between them and the bats quickly.
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[personal profile] tookthewheel 2015-08-23 04:58 pm (UTC)(link)
Bucky's not interested in letting Aang down, not when he see's it as opening the kid up to the possibility of more bites without him there to shield him. He keeps running, trying to see through the blood running into his eye where he's going before Aang takes charge and tells him where to go.

There's no hesitation, Bucky follows through Aang's order and makes for the door, shifting him into a one-handed hold so he can pull it open and carry them through. Maybe he slams the door a little harder than necessary but they make it to the other side with only a few of the creatures in there with them.

Now he puts Aang down, only so he can lunge upwards with his hand to try and kill those that remain.
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[personal profile] tookthewheel 2015-09-06 04:32 pm (UTC)(link)
Metal fingers close around frail furry bodies and he doesn't have to use anything greater than normal human strength to crush the life out of them. Their bones break easily and he's killed three of them by the time Aang has gotten rid of the rest.

They're gone and he sags back against the wall, taking a moment to breathe even though he's barely winded by the run. Bucky tries to wipe the blood out of his eyes before refocusing on Aang, approaching him to try and see the damage the kid had sustained. "Are you okay?"
tookthewheel: (Wasn't prepared for this)

[personal profile] tookthewheel 2015-09-27 10:10 am (UTC)(link)
"Jesus, kid."

Bucky swallows, ignoring his own wounds as he comes over. They'll heal just fine by themselves, the bleeding is already slowing. The gashes will scab over in hours, and in a day or two they'll close up completely. It's Aang he's worried about.

He pulled off the cloak of his costume soon after the start of the arena, but saved a lot of the fabric for this reason. "Sit down." Bucky commands, putting a hand to Aang's elbow. "I'll do what I can."