Sherlock Holmes, Consulting Detective (
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WHO| Sherlock Holmes (BBC), John Watson and Garrus
WHAT| Sherlock's gonna die, and then Garrus is also going to die
WHEN| Backdated to End of Week 5
WHERE| The Roof
WARNINGS| Death, Violence, Guns, Suicidal Thoughts
To say that Sherlock was very agitated was putting it mildly. He was, in fact, nearly shaking with a potent mix of rage and utter hopelessness. He hadn't bothered to do anything about the cut on his palm - a near constant reminder of his impending death - and since they'd run out of pain killers his fever was raging out of control. He was feverish enough to nearly be delirious, but that did not mean that he sat still, and the heat consuming him was enough to drive him to seek relief - up up up to the roof he went, dragging a worried John along behind him.
He was going to die, for real this time. It was inevitable. He couldn't quite bring himself to tell John, but he knew it as clearly as he knew his own skin (his firey skin), knew it as clearly as he knew the endless ache in his bones (his broken ribs). He was running out of time and he was almost relishing the idea of finally letting go, of giving up and giving in. He wasn't himself anymore. (Cuthbert had proved that. Howard had proved that.) He wasn't himself, so they were replacing him.
He couldn't blame them.
So he went to the roof and he tasted fresh air and he considered, again, not for the first time, simply asking John to borrow his gun and make an end to it, a real one.
Instead, he decided to kill himself with the truth.
"They've brought another one," He said finally. "Another Sherlock Holmes. I met him, when I found--" He cut himself off from Joan's name, "--Her body."
WHAT| Sherlock's gonna die, and then Garrus is also going to die
WHEN| Backdated to End of Week 5
WHERE| The Roof
WARNINGS| Death, Violence, Guns, Suicidal Thoughts
To say that Sherlock was very agitated was putting it mildly. He was, in fact, nearly shaking with a potent mix of rage and utter hopelessness. He hadn't bothered to do anything about the cut on his palm - a near constant reminder of his impending death - and since they'd run out of pain killers his fever was raging out of control. He was feverish enough to nearly be delirious, but that did not mean that he sat still, and the heat consuming him was enough to drive him to seek relief - up up up to the roof he went, dragging a worried John along behind him.
He was going to die, for real this time. It was inevitable. He couldn't quite bring himself to tell John, but he knew it as clearly as he knew his own skin (his firey skin), knew it as clearly as he knew the endless ache in his bones (his broken ribs). He was running out of time and he was almost relishing the idea of finally letting go, of giving up and giving in. He wasn't himself anymore. (Cuthbert had proved that. Howard had proved that.) He wasn't himself, so they were replacing him.
He couldn't blame them.
So he went to the roof and he tasted fresh air and he considered, again, not for the first time, simply asking John to borrow his gun and make an end to it, a real one.
Instead, he decided to kill himself with the truth.
"They've brought another one," He said finally. "Another Sherlock Holmes. I met him, when I found--" He cut himself off from Joan's name, "--Her body."
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"And you're doing a remarkable job goading someone you barely know, it takes a special kind of filth that verbally attacks someone until they snap. You're no better than the people that created this place." Garrus growled, blue eyes like tempered steel as he stared Sherlock down with a predatory gaze that seemed to pierce clean through him.
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He was almost relieved.
He met Garrus' glare with one of his own, unblinking as he stared him down.
"Of course you would take truth as an attack," Sherlock snapped at him. Feet now back on solid ground, he growled at him. "Your kind always do."
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"Maybe you should call off your sociopathic guard dog before he does something really stupid to get himself killed, like he wants."
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"I'm done," He said, mostly to John as he stepped back away from Garrus. They were both right. He was so finished that he'd been attempting to commit suicide-by-tribute.
Idiot, idiot, idiot.
He looked over at John. "Though we should keep an eye out for Shepard, if she's truly turning her innocent grunts into child-killers."
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He never heard the gun go off.
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He was dead before his body hit the ground, the blue blood slowly pooling under him and creeping along the roof tiles toward Sherlock's body.
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"Sherlock?" he called, trying to rouse him, leaning in to try and detect breath, to try and find a pulse- but it was too late. Sherlock's broken body had failed him.
Unable to face doing anything else, he squeezed Sherlock's hand tightly one last time, took a long, numbed look at the strangely coloured blood seeping inexorably across the roof towards him, and staggered back to his feet before making a hazy retreat.