"And Thierry Joly. He's a medical student..." But she doesn't even know if he's still alive, hasn't seen him yet this Arena. She realizes she doesn't know how many people the wildcats killed. "Albert and Jet are in the trees, they're the two cyborgs who got married, white hair and grey eyes and reddish hair and a big nose...Sam- I don't know where Sam is. He's in the Air Force and we kissed at a party..."

She forces her eyes open, although whether she's actually taking in anything she sees is a separate question. She's far away in her head.

"I hate that movie," she says. Her voice sounds thick with tears that have nothing to do with pain. "Fucking- dead parent movies."