She was sweaty, dirty, and right now she didn't care. She had to go to the bathroom to fucking cry, because she couldn't even fucking be there to see Ellie go, and it might as well have been karma laughing at her. Once, JUST once, she broke her oath. She had to kill dirty, and she had to live with it, but that wasn't enough. Her friend (BEST friend) killed and left for her and Joel to see, and she couldn't even be there, because Joel shoved her away.
And she let him, because...she couldn't do that again, even knowing she would come back. For Guy, for Hawkeye, for even fucking Sandy, but Ellie? Christ.
She was not so into herself, though, that she could ignore stumbling rock guy. He was pretty loud.
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She was sweaty, dirty, and right now she didn't care. She had to go to the bathroom to fucking cry, because she couldn't even fucking be there to see Ellie go, and it might as well have been karma laughing at her. Once, JUST once, she broke her oath. She had to kill dirty, and she had to live with it, but that wasn't enough. Her friend (BEST friend) killed and left for her and Joel to see, and she couldn't even be there, because Joel shoved her away.
And she let him, because...she couldn't do that again, even knowing she would come back. For Guy, for Hawkeye, for even fucking Sandy, but Ellie? Christ.
She was not so into herself, though, that she could ignore stumbling rock guy. He was pretty loud.
"The fuck..."