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Venus Dee Milo ([personal profile] celebrityskinned) wrote in [community profile] thearena2014-01-31 07:52 pm

Her Eyes Are Like Champagne [Open]

WHO| Venus and Joly, Venus and Kankri and Julian, Venus and open
WHAT| Venus is starting to unravel in the Arena
WHEN| Last day of Week 2
WHERE| Fourth floor
WARNINGS| Mentions of injuries and psychiatric illness.

Her fingertips are going numb. She sits in the pantry on the fourth floor, rubbing her hands together and rocking herself on the tile floor. With Kankri gone, she can be a little less put-together, but there are still cameras to consider. She hasn't let her pretenses down for anything but sleep in the last three days.

And even that sleep isn't much. Venus' mind is on fire. It's not an inferno, but it's the crackle of embers that leaves her wild-eyed and pacing, even though she isn't supposed to put weight on her injured leg. She stays put for only a few hours at a time, and doesn't feel rested when she wakes, only like she's lost time.

Kankri can tell something's wrong. He tries to fuss at her to eat more, and she forces a meager amount down just to keep him happy even though it makes her feel ill. She's snippy and restless and unfocused, and keeps insisting on doing the supply runs, on patrolling the perimeter, on checking on Enjolras' friends, on doing anything to keep from being cooped up in this pantry. She argues that someone will find her here, because it's a place where people will look for food, even though days ago she decided it was an ideal hiding spot.

She stops trying to be quiet when she patrols. It would be impossible anyway, with her leg as injured as it is and her breath heavy through her mouth by necessity. She practically drags it; the injury is puffy and leaks pus that she tries to hide from Kankri, and her leg is red and swollen down past her knee. The gash dividing her nose and cheeks is no more pretty, though uninfected.

And rather than keeping her knife in her pocket, she holds it in her fist.

She goes to check on the Amis. It's painfully dark for midday, thanks in no small part to the stormclouds visible outside the windows. With the fanfare of thunder, they suddenly split open, bulleting the windows with harsh rain and illuminating the fossils on the fourth floor in brilliant lightning strobes.
medecin: (tired)

Re: JOLY

[personal profile] medecin 2014-02-01 03:19 am (UTC)(link)
The glimpse of the weather outside had been enough that Joly's nerves,already badly worn by all of this had started actively fraying, like the edges of an old scarf, or the hem on Bossuet's favorite coat, but so long as he'd tried distracting himself, with the cheerful thought that at least he was not out in it, and trying to stay dry, he had managed to keep alert enough to do his job of guarding the others. It was not IDEAL of course, but he was coping well enough.

That was, until that clap of thunder burst forth. Joly was old enough, mature enough that he didn't scream the way he wanted to, but he certainly felt his heart beginning to beat faster in his chest, and it was loud enough, fast enough, and violent enough that it was interfering with the natural rhythm of his heart. He could not even count to take his pulse,which had intensified along with the storm, and his lungs burnt with the effort of trying to take in even a breath.

It felt as though he'd never manage to take in air again, that the sheer fire in his chest and lungs would never cease, and they'd come back to find him here, his heart finally stopped from overwork. It was an awful thought, to know that there was something so completely wrong with him, that it could not, would not be fixed, and that they were going to watch him here and now as he sputtered like a fish out of water, shaking violently, and hunched himself back into a corner of the tent. No one had ever told him waiting for the end could feel like this, with gasps, and wracking coughs and no, all of this was too much. He needed to get out of here, he wanted to go home or for this just to end.

He did not even notice anyone approaching as he tried, and failed, to force a few deep breaths in now.
Edited 2014-02-01 03:21 (UTC)
callmecharles: (Concerned citizen)

Re: OPEN

[personal profile] callmecharles 2014-02-01 05:20 am (UTC)(link)
Trudging through halls Orc was on the verge of just shouting for Howard. Surely his voice would echo in this place wouldn't it?

But that was just begging someone to come kill him. Or worse, Eponine would hear him and be upset that he was still looking for Howard.

Thinking of Eponine made him worry that maybe he shouldn't find Howard at all.

Stopping at a drinking fountain he bent over and started slurping refreshing cool fluid, savoring the feeling of it on his lips.
medecin: (ow!)

Re: JOLY

[personal profile] medecin 2014-02-02 02:15 am (UTC)(link)
Breathe. Joly tries to tell himself sternly. He is doing no good to the others like this, would hardly be able to mount any defense should they be attacked at all. All he has to do wis inhale and exhale, but right now? That is too incredibly difficult to properly manage.

If it was anyone else in this moment, coming upon them, they would certainly have an easy shot. He is as much a liability, just now, more than a liability, really, as Marius had been during his times of being unable to sleep. But it seems impossible to even force anything through his head, especially as a burst of thunder rumbled loudly again,and he felt his heart jumping.

It was not until the touch, and his name being called that he could even register anything else. "They at least are safe..." He manages, before being wracked by coughs again. "For now. The storm though." He forces out. "Storms and the heart. They have...a terrible effect."

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[personal profile] designatedfreak 2014-02-03 04:04 am (UTC)(link)
She's seen the woman limping around the camp, checking in with the men, but never staying too long. Max isn't concerned for the group, not really, but they are a great barrier against others. After another 'meeting,' Max decides to speak with the woman.

"You're going to die." They all are. That's the point. The difference here is that Max can see the infection in the woman's leg marking her as an easy target. "You will be attacked and they will try and help. You're going to get one of them killed."
callmecharles: (Concerned citizen)

Re: OPEN

[personal profile] callmecharles 2014-02-03 04:25 am (UTC)(link)
Orc stopped short and squinted in the dim light. That sounded like...

"Venus? Is that you?"

The girl he had had more then a couple fantasies about sense they met. Foolishly he felt himself blush with embarrassment for stumbling into her territory.
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[personal profile] designatedfreak 2014-02-03 04:45 am (UTC)(link)
"They're..." Not soldiers. They didn't seem to understand the necessity of turning people away. This had worked in her favor, but recently she found herself wishing they would be more picky on who they brought to their little camp.

Max nodded. "You evaded them." They were just noise alarms to warn the unprepared group.
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JOLY

[personal profile] medecin 2014-02-03 06:03 am (UTC)(link)
Really, it's a self diagnosed weak heart that may or may not actually be true. It could very well have just been the result of Joly checking his pulse during a time of great stress that gave him the idea in the first place. Either way, he's never liked storms, and so to put the two together, they have this.

Usually, he manages to hold together at home, under even most circumstances. He was certainly more composed at the barricades, but then, he knew what to expect there, for one example. Storms usually make him twitchy, give him a bit of trouble breathing, but not to the state of this. Musichetta and Bossuet know the ways to head off the panic before he makes himself as ill as this suggests. Without them though, well, there is the result before you. Sorry you have to deal with this, Venus,honestly.

"Enjolras..." He manages, with a little series of gasps and shaking that increases whenever a new crash or flash of lightning slips through.

"I should think him...the one ...worries that you...forward." Are the comprehensible words of what he chokes out next, and then he IS closing his eyes. He does trust her this much, at least.
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[personal profile] privilegecheck 2014-02-03 06:27 am (UTC)(link)
"It's not far," Kankri tells Julian, fidgeting in the narrow space of the elevator. "And it should be safe, the cafe is right outside of the elevators and we patrol the area regularly. If you want I'll see you back to your encampment afterwards, I very much appreciate you coming to help."

The doors open with a ding. Kankri checks the little area where it opens cautiously before stepping out, motioning to the doctor to do the same. "It's just over here. Venus?" he calls, softly but enough so his voice carries through the empty cafe. "Venus, I'm back, I brought a friend."
callmecharles: (Note serious face)

Re: OPEN

[personal profile] callmecharles 2014-02-03 06:30 pm (UTC)(link)
That actually drug a laugh out of him that sounded twisted and bitter.

"Yeah...yeah I guess you could call it that. It was supposed to be a punishment." When he laughed it made the skin on his face bounce.

Happened before we went out to the districts." He added "Cuz I tried to kill Aunamee outside of the arena.

Venus would understand, she'd seen how messed up he'd been over Aunamee back in the arena.
callmecharles: (Orly?)

Re: OPEN

[personal profile] callmecharles 2014-02-04 12:29 am (UTC)(link)
Orc's trademark confused face as he looked to her considering it for a minute.

"Nah. Still hot." He'd seen worse, and to be honest still sitting so close to him she made his stomach flutter and chest tense.

"Who did it to you?"
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Re: JOLY

[personal profile] medecin 2014-02-04 01:30 am (UTC)(link)
Joly knows what he saw, certainly, taken out of context though it was. He would be likely not to quite believe Venus on that point, though he'd decline discussing it with her out of some sense of respect. As it is though,yes, it's a conversation for later on, when he is not trying to get his breathing controlled.

The assurance that his heartbeat is still regular does help quite a bit, and that note in Venus's voice is steady, steady as he would wish to be under most any other circumstance, he realizes, already somewhat embarrassed to be caught like this, not only just with her, but on camera. Who knows what this might do to his reputation?

He IS calming a bit though as he casts around for things to count.

"One, our elephant, two, the medical kit..."
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Re: JOLY

[personal profile] medecin 2014-02-04 02:21 am (UTC)(link)
That set of words is definitely good to use with Joly. At the moment, it's important to focus on the things that he's doing right in this situation, particularly as he's overcome with everything that he's been doing wrong. Even as his breathing steadies, Joly's feeling another wave rush over him, this one of disgust with himself, really. It is not as though the storm can get to him, right?

Then again, the laws of physics that suggest his ending up here in an arena of all places have been altered, why not those of the weather too?

"I hate them." he confesses. "Storms. I always have. At home, I...there are things I do." And none of them are around here so...

"Four things I feel. "The sleeping bag underneath me, one, a vague itch on my foot but probably nothing damaging...two."

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