Seeing her reaction he leaned into her to try and show he wasn't completely giving up this fast.

"Not everyone wants you dead. The important thing is that you shouldn't want you dead. If you're dead there's no chance of things getting better."

A pause and then.

"If I had killed myself one of those times I tried then how would I have ever met you? I'm happy I got to meet you. R-really happy we got to ya know...be close." He mumbled the last part glowing with red.

"I don't want you dead. I want you fat and happy and living as long as you care to."