Terezi's dead, isn't she? She's dead, dead saving him, his worthless carcass, and it doesn't matter that she'll probably come back anyway she's dead because of him, because she's a far better friend than he ever was to her. All he's done to her for more than a perigee is to alternate throwing shitfits and giving her the silent treatment and she still put herself between him and a rampaging highblood--even though he's done nothing, nothing at all to earn it. He did throw her aside and once upon a time he thought that maybe they'd be matesprits. What kind of person does that to the person they profess pity, even if that person murders their moirail?
He's such a shitbag. He doesn't deserve her, has never deserved her, not her friendship, not...
Not anything.
He feels the pain, can hear himself scream, but that doesn't matter now, nothing matters except that Terezi Pyrope sacrified her ass for him and he'll never ever deserve it.
"If you hurt her," he hisses at the Initiate, knowing how ridiculous he sounds and not caring anymore, "if you hurt her to get to me, I'll make you fucking sorry. I don't know how I'll do it but I will, I fucking will, I'll find a way, I will, I will. Now cull my sorry ass and get it over with."
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Oh shit.
Oh shit, oh shit, oh shit.
Terezi's dead, isn't she? She's dead, dead saving him, his worthless carcass, and it doesn't matter that she'll probably come back anyway she's dead because of him, because she's a far better friend than he ever was to her. All he's done to her for more than a perigee is to alternate throwing shitfits and giving her the silent treatment and she still put herself between him and a rampaging highblood--even though he's done nothing, nothing at all to earn it. He did throw her aside and once upon a time he thought that maybe they'd be matesprits. What kind of person does that to the person they profess pity, even if that person murders their moirail?
He's such a shitbag. He doesn't deserve her, has never deserved her, not her friendship, not...
Not anything.
He feels the pain, can hear himself scream, but that doesn't matter now, nothing matters except that Terezi Pyrope sacrified her ass for him and he'll never ever deserve it.
"If you hurt her," he hisses at the Initiate, knowing how ridiculous he sounds and not caring anymore, "if you hurt her to get to me, I'll make you fucking sorry. I don't know how I'll do it but I will, I fucking will, I'll find a way, I will, I will. Now cull my sorry ass and get it over with."